I cant focus at all with these voices. Iāve tried multiple times to get through the audio, and I like the content of what they are saying, but the voice itself is so wrong for a situation that is meant to be sensual/sexual. I will keep trying.
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Need to overcome someone instructing me what to do
The feeling of being calm again while getting n erection n learning what I like again n what keeps me going, 8 months sober from drugs n drugs is were my E.D started so itās nice figuring out my normal self again.
More to life than just pulling the boys
Touch just isnāt enough to get me aroused. And I cant dispel the spectating, iām so aware iām not hard or starting to even get a semi, the sensations arenāt new nor very exciting. I donāt know how to stop being aware iām soft, its not thoughts about just knowing it.
Pleasantly surprised at how responsive I seem to be to light touch and non hardcore stimulation, I found myself getting aroused quite easily and maintaining an erection while playing and exploring, instilling some confidence in the process and myself
Getting hard seems not to be a problem, which feels good. Am anxious about staying hard and not climaxing too soon.
Look maybe i have a hang up or whatever but i canāt do these with menās voices, i just find it weird. Skipping
When I get out of my head I find Iām much more sensitive than I realised and can find so many more sensations that are pleasurable. Also I get rock hard and stay that way throughout, with very little effort at all.
The phrases that stick: āit is about the journey, not the destinationā and the goal is āthe experience, not the most efficient way to masturbateā. Coupling those thoughts with relaxation practice is good. But it does take practice to slow down and ārewire the nural pathways.ā
Everything is stimulated by feel rather that previously it would be other stipulations. Iām enjoy the aspect of exploring rather than masterbation typically being a one focus only.
Iām noticing that some areas of my body that I wouldnāt expect feel particularly good but then touch on my penis is less than expected
Iāve noticed how much I masturbate with a goal of finishing rather than discovering and learning about new sensations I might enjoy
That itās more about the pressure that is applied to the sensitive areas that makes you feel aroused-- I personally prefer the soft touch sensations that comes with this exploratory form of directed masturbation.
Relaxation
Light touch does work but no so much around the hips area
Nothing so far 
I am noticing the energetic difference between when I masturbate to fantasy, and when I am present in my body. When Iām having sex, I have such a hard time being in my body, because Iāve trained myself to get off by disassociating to fantasy.
I found the ārancherā male voice deeply unsexy and couldnāt do the day 3 exercise as a result. Iāve had some success with Mojo so far so while I currentky feel like cancelling my subscription if Iām going to have to listen to him again, I will persevere.
I was getting semi-erect before touching the penis. Every day I am seeing improvements.