Hi all, just need some advice
I’m 21, been in multiple situations to have sex with multiple girls but the outcome is still the same. Ever since my first sexual encounter when I couldn’t get it up on my first time and the girl questioned it. Messed my brain up. I’ve been with my girlfriend for about a month now, things are perfect except in the bedroom. She’s also very anxious and inexperienced and told me straight up that she won’t make the first move, so I have to be the one. Couple nights ago we were making out and getting handsy etc, I was rock hard. Thought that “ we’re on here. “ went down on her then instantly got soft. This has happened multiple times with multiple different women. I keep hearing a pleading voice in my head saying “ please get hard please get hard “ over and over and it just makes me feel so shit and angry at myself. Also been taking Cilatil-tadaladil 20mg but that hasn’t seemed to help.
Any advice to get over this hump/mental block would be greatly appreciated.