Solutions? TTh? Viagra? Supplements? Etc?

It’s nice to vent and relate but who’s got solutions?
We have a forum to chat and share info., so share!
I’m sure we’ve all watched the same YouTube vids or scoured the same Google-linked articles and PubMed articles. But what works?!
I tried Yohimbe years ago. It worked but made me anxious And cracked out. I’ve taken Xtenze and GNC supplements like Staminol. Those have Yohimbe too. They’re not long term solutions and I think I’ve experienced rebound from them. They worked initially and then maybe made my ED worse.
LAST winter I tried Viagra. It was reliable and amazing. But it only gave me awesome boners. Viagra didn’t turn me on. I feel like that’s where I’m losing it the most. I never fee horny anymore. Forget the boner! I want to FEEL HORNY. I miss the warm, swelling, nagging sensation in my balls. That’s the source! How do I get that back?! Can I? Is it gone? What can reliably give that back? Testosterone?

I too jacked off like a mofo for years. I started with magazines and came of age with the internet. I was 15 when high speed internet hit, so My brain has been shaped by internet porn.

But worse, I recently got into rub n tugs.
A coworker got me into them. I went to one Chinese massage parlor and got addicted. I’ve gone a lot so I think that experience warped my brain too, which makes me feel like I’ve got to climb Everest to overcome this.

Drugs don’t address the underlying problem. Just like you say, a boner alone isn’t the actual desire. Depending on your background, the exercises in Mojo may help you get to where you want to be, or you may want to look into sex therapy, and/or books for understanding specific to your situation? The solution for you will depend on your own circumstances.