Really personal

I was sexually assured when I was younger. Now I am sexually attracted to men but romantically attracted to women. I am closeted about my male attraction. Iā€™m in my early 20s and have never been able to get hard naturally in person with a partner. I believe it comes from a subconscious fear of being touched when I donā€™t want to be. To be fair, I do not out myself in sexual situations because my confidence is down and I donā€™t desire it like others do. However, I want to desire it like everyone else. I do not know what to do.

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I think you meant to say ā€˜assaultedā€™??

TBH I think thereā€™s a lot on your plate and it should be sorted out by a professional.
Not judging at all. I just think you have a delicate balance of emotions and it may be best if unpacked by a pro who will know how to navigate a path for youā€¦
Good luck man!!:four_leaf_clover:

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