I find myself thinking about sexual scenarios with my partner, what seems like, all the time.
Itâs not so much from desire in the moment, but concerns about the next time we engage, sexually, and whether or not Iâll be able to fulfill them.
Itâs like I have a million âwhat ifâ scenarios going through my head;
âWhat if I canât get hard? What if I donât stay hard? Will they be in the mood for what I am? What if theyâre not fulfilled but wonât tell me? What if theyâre secretly turned off by me but afraid to say so? What if my ED issues lead to them breaking up with me because I canât keep it up?â
I think about these things so much, and then when we have an encounter, Iâm already nervous about not being able to deliver.
I truly hope MOJO can help me get past all of this.