For my first time, I was enjoying myself and really feeling the inner feelings and letting those chills run through my body. Pretty quickly I was about 60-70% hard. And then the inner critic resurfaced!!
“oh why aren”t we fully hard already? Cmon lets go? You really cant finish this? Even if you get hard, you wont maintain it.”
My inner critic kept reminding me that he couldn’t get it up last time I tried and that this silky exercise won’t help
That it should get hard the moment it gets touched/noticed, which when looked at objectively seems ridiculous
Why isn’t it getting hard. All you can do is get a semi wow that’s pathetic
Started to get hard a bit and was worried that this might be it. That it might not work in the heat of the moment and feel worse.
Smaller than I thought… head not big enough.
No inner critic at all.
Thinking about size and why I just can’t get an erection or a full erection. Just literally took me out of the good sensation feeling when touching it and spirals back to the negative thoughts
Inner voice is telling me all sorts of weird things
i was annoyed that i kept getting hard during it
My inner critic was just saying I wouldn’t be able to do this when it matters whenever I did get hard.
It looks weird from behind
You won’t get hard anyway so there’s no point
In a cruel twist of irony, I couldn’t finish this exercise. With no pressure, it started getting hard every time I touched it. If only that was the case when I NEED IT to work.
Same here. All I could do was laugh. Like, REALLY? NOW you want to work?
“It’s soft now, it might get hard, but it’ll go soft when you try. You won’t be able to satisfy her or yourself.”
The inner critic said that why can’t I get hard. Is this all I’m good for? Will I even be able to get hard during foreplay or sex? The senations where a slight feeling in my penis, but no erection.
These thoughts probably made my penis even more “uncomfortable” such that the circumstances made it hard for it to get up. That it didn’t WANT to get up because I was treating it like that.
A general sense of disappointment that I’m not immediately hard… reminding me that I won’t get hard. I noticed the inner critic pop up immediately as I felt any pleasurable sensation, triggering self doubt…
Why can’t I get rock hard again & when istat to why do I need to cut right away no matter what
It was more of a humiliation critic wich is really sad thinking about it