I was in a verge of suicide. I am 32 tried so many things extensively during my life to find a partner, to love nothing ever worked… no even friends, meaningful job - nothing… Every night going sleep alone feeling heart tearing apart EVERY night for past 16 years… The only reason I am alive to-date is sports I was practicing heavily swimming getting into pros and it helped me to survive that horrible immense darkness and depression I was living daily… But swimming will not cure you, it will only help you to build stamina and resilience to stress just to drag this day alive… However, lately, I knew my life is squeezing me out I can’t sustain this any longer - it drained my soul, my strength… I stumbled across Mojo just a week ago - and I have been practicing for 7 days - I can see immense improvements already (I do practice 3 hours a day - meditations, podcasts - I come from work and go in full till evening) I have not found a girlfriend yet or fixed my issues, but I can see huge improvements in my mental health, I think I am onto something big… For now, I am continuing strong putting hours and hours daily and can’t wait for next day practice… I am planning to see a therapist as well. I can see the bright future, the life, the God near - every day practicing, meditating - something big is coming to my life, in fact I can say already came, I learned a lot from ‘Explore’ tab from Therapy podcasts (watched them all) to meditation and daily courses.
Bro! Your mental health is the most important thing in life. Keep trucking alone and this community is here for you. Always talk to someone if need be! 
You’re the man.
Thank you, friend! I also ordered book of Silva Neves - Compulsive Sexual Behaviours (he is one of the persons in these podcasts) I will read, do whatever it takes - but I can see results, I just talked to woman and it was so pleasant. Before I did not feel a thing. Kudos to entire Mojo team they are all heroes!
Probably it’s also good to know you are not alone. And it’s not the end of life.
Even if it doesn’t work out, life has so much more to offer than sex, how about travelling climbing mountains, seeing sunset and sunrise
It will work, I know precisely where the problem is after searching every day for 16+ years. Mr Edison made 1000 failed attempts before creating a light bulb, he said I did not fail, I just created 1000 experiments that did not work. I made my own 1000+ attempts that did not work, now I clearly how to reach this success… Keep working!
Bro, that’s great to hear! It will work, and just like with your sports trajectory you would know there may be ups and downs on the way up. With that in mind, would it be worth to also speak to a regular psychologist for support? Your mental health is the most important thing you have. If this has brought you to the verge ofsuicide, you would have had a tough journey so far, Bro.
Talking to a professional who works with depression and anxiety while continuing using this app could be really important to ensure you stay on track and don’t lose hope again. You’ve got this.
Thank you man! Today, I am going to therapist, but I don’t even know what to talk about hahah, I feel I solved a tooons of issues I had internally. I feel like I can be a therapist myself now :)))))
Hi there, it sounds as though you have been going through some tough stuff recently. Whilst you are feeling in a ‘better’ place it can be important to think about what you might need to do if you feel low again. Really glad to hear you are seeing a therapist, it’ll be good to talk about your lows and how to keep yourself safe. Great that some of the Mojo content is making sense. Take things slowly if you can, talk things over in therapy and work on ways on making new connections in your life and what might be getting in the way of feeling better. Please also talk over a ‘safety plan’ for what you might do if you have suicidal feelings again, who to call and what helps. Fantastic that you are feeling that you’re making progress. Good luck : )