I abused testosterone in my younger years, between 18 and 32 I didn’t really stop, with little regard to my health I fact none whatsoever
Since I was 26 I started getting lagging erections, which was likely high levels of estrogen, but it put the thought of fear every time I had sex from then on “please get and stay hard” I used viagra to get me
Through it, I am now on TRT and watching my testosterone and estrogen levels obsessively with blood tests … but I feel absolutely no urge to have sex, like I want it but that animalistic urge has completely left me, I have been severely depressed after a break up 6 months ago, and now more than ever I need
My mojo Back to find someone else so
I can forget about her, but I am
Afraid to date because of the inevitable first sexual experience because I’m
Worried it will likely turn out soft
I tested it last week with a hooker
And I couldn’t get it up even tho I took 2 viagra and a cialis!! it was so humiliating then I get home and I can masturbate absolutely fine!
< what can I do? Is there hope? Will
I be like this forever ?