See I think what’s the thing that makes it more difficult for us with male partners. I find my self comparing my erection level with my partner- basically almost always. Like “oh they are able to have a harder, longer erection than me”. And I know Mogo makes us reprogram negative thoughts and all that- but it’s focused on internal motivations. But when you physically see what you are supposed to be at and where ur currently at- in terms of arousal level- nothing in my brain doing that. It’s just hey “this guy is the same age as you and he also claims to be attracted to you- same way u claim to br attracted to him however he’s able to preform immaculately and you cannot” and it’s consistently happened. I would categorize myself as a top- a pure top at that too- but ever since I’ve been getting with partners I’ve been labeling it as vers bottom (to myself) and I say hey if I get an opportunity to try I will. But I don’t want to start the approach to topping and when it comes to it I can’t. So basically, I have a lot of work to do. I haven’t been on mojo too long but Imma give it three months and we’ll see.
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Keep at it. I have the same issue. But it’s improving- for me it is the “panic “mode that does me in. Similar to the comparisons you mentioned. Recently I had a sex partner who knows it takes me a while to get hard sat “ wow you’re already hard!” I felt so proud and confident.
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I feel like if someone pointed out I was already hard, then I would lose it 
but I am glad someone else is talking about this. I feel the same way. My partner is always hard as a rock in seconds, even from the slightest touch, and it often puts me in my head when I should just be enjoying it.
These are interesting comments and I feel the same away- I have so much negative back talk on I’m not hard enough or good enough