I’m 19, and I’ve had a bad case of psychological ED since the first time I had sex when I was 15. First time I tried to, my penis shriveled up and didn’t get hard at all, which was a complete shock to me at the time. The girl I was with stuck around and it took a month before I was able to have sex with her. It was on and off for our entire relationship which lasted a couple years, and it often frustrated her which only worsened my anxiety around it. Over the years I’ve become more and more stressed about it.
When I turned 18 I immediately started trying viagra and cialis, which do almost nothing for me because my issue isn’t blood flow. I work out rigorously every day, eat testosterone rich foods, etc. and have no problems getting hard when I’m alone. But when I’m in front of a girl in a sexual manner it is all I can think about and even when I am able to get hard on occasion, it’s usually not very strong or goes down during penetration or during sex.
I’ve been with a new girl for a month now and she’s wonderful, I do not want to lose her. I have been using Bimix injections for the past few months, which originally worked great but are for some reason losing effectiveness. My provider told me that I may be too anxious for even the injections to be effective. I don’t know what else to do, it seems there’s no other path for me, other than maybe an implant which I’m sure is unheard of at my age.
I feel stupid because it is purely a psychological issue that I should hypothetically be able to fix, but it is very intense and has gotten worse over the years. I have never told anyone in my life about my issues, not my therapist, not a close friend, no one. I am terrified of not performing well as well as the judgement that comes with it, and it occupies my mind every day. I want to be able to calm down and fix this, but I’m a very anxious person as it is and constantly in my head. I’m trying not to lose hope here. I just want to be able to have sex like a normal person would. I just feel very hopeless and alone in this. I hope Mojo can help me but since my anxiety is this severe I can’t help but have doubts 
I am new to it though and will give it a shot