Iām happy that the guys I hook up with we stay in contact for a few years. We donāt meet all the time but itās good to know they like to keep me in their contacts and hit me up. Thereās one guy who meets a lot of of my very kinky fantasies. Our first time hooking up my dick was very hard because of all the new things I was able to try with him.I could tell he loved my rock hard dick our first time. We tried to fuck, but it didnāt quite work since he doesnāt like to use lube and my dick was sort of making it inside of him. He jerked me off and I was able to come. It was overall a very hot time. Second time around I tried to fuck him wasnāt so well. We still did a lot of other fun stuff. Now this time around he is asking me via text where do I want to com? I like these conversations, but they start making me feel nervous about them wanting me to fuck and cum inside them. I really want to do this because I really like this guyās butt. I get nervous that Iām gonna disappoint them, especially if they have to prep and douche, but then nothing happens. Iām really good with my tongue game and can give someoneās ass a great experience without my dick. But I like to know that Iām able to use my dick or something masculine like topping.
I plan to tell him the day before we meet up that I may get nervous and have a hard time getting a boner. But I still want to try fucking him. Iām hoping that by sending this that he understands where Iām coming from and it isnāt a total letdown if Iām not able to get hard. I also preparing by taking meditation classes on Mojo , practicing not spectating myself, and going to take a little help from my dick pills for an extra confidence boost.
It will feel good to hear anyone else how you are feeling about upcoming sex sessions. Any thoughts youāre having about it and what youāre trying to do to prepare for it?