Yesterday I had a pretty big scare where I could not get it up with my GF. I eventually did, but my performance was not what it usually is. Have been incredibly anxious since.
This morning I told my GF I was feeling anxious but still wanted to make her feel good. We played for a bit and it was fun just getting her off a few times.
Eventually, anxiety and all, I got hard. We ended up having sex and she came a few times before I did. It still wasn’t my best work, and I’m still feeling incredibly inadequate for some reason, but it’s still a small win.
Grateful for a place to share the ups and downs. Stick with it guys. Have grace for yourselves 