This is day one for me on the app and for self improvement in general. I live a great life but I feel like a fraud. Sex for me is a huge part of my identity, perhaps to much as I seem to define myself by it. I think because of this when I’m not performing well it’s like I’ve failed on a core level to who I am. This issue i have is I’m lucky enough to have two girl friends and we all live together. However when the second girlfriend joined me and my partner I felt the need to be 100% all the time so started taking pills to always be at the top of my game. It’s doing the job and they are very satisfied, but I feel like it’s not me it’s the pill that is creating this. Im afraid to stop taking them incase my performance starts dropping. They don’t know that I’m taking anything either so to them this is just natural ability.
I feel like a fraud but I just hope that perhaps with guidance I can become this guy that they think I am naturally.
Before you started pills, were there problems? Or are you just looking for a crutch/guarantee with the pills?
Originally I started taking them once in a blue moon to combat the effects of substances. Wasn’t to often at all. I was usually fine apart from the odd bad day here and there but I guess everyone has those. As time went on I got my anxious about performing and now with double the women it doubles the pressure I suppose.