I have a very unique situation. I’m 68 and, up until recently, have been going strong. In my 40’s I started having trouble cumming. I would be hard until I got tired and sometimes even fake an orgasm. I’ve been using porn all my life - can’t masturbate without it. Almost always threesome (FFM).
In my 50’s I traveled to Macau, China, where sex spas are legal and accepted. Typically I would hire 2 women and have a lifelong fantasy. I do that whenever I can.
Starting in my 60’s erections were not as strong or reliable as they used to be - although always much better with 2 women, or outrageously beautiful women.
Now I’m 68, retired, wealthy, and spending a few years in Thailand. A recent illness, possibly COVID, seems to have happened around the time where it started getting even worse. Tried Viagra and came away feeling “there is a god.” Hard as a ROCK for as long as I want. Still some trouble cumming, but taking off the condom while they use their hands gets me off eventually - usually. Without Viagra, it’s like trying to insert an oyster into a parking meter.
But now I can hardly get or keep an erection at all. A few days ago I woke up with a full hardon, but it used to be every day and it didn’t last. Porn doesn’t work anymore.
There is a woman in my life I love. She’s my age and although we’ve been best friends for 15 years, we’ve never even kissed. I am not at all attracted to her, physically - she’s old and wrinkled - but other than sex, were perfect together.
Another woman (girl) to whom I am a “sugar daddy” is coming to stay with me in Bali for a month. I’ve slept with her a few times before. She’s a 29 year old, breathtakingly beautiful Slavic girl. I’m anxious. Stocked up on Viagra and Cialis.
Did a part of me wish away my mojo so I can go back home and marry the older woman? Unless I’m totally limp for life, I’m not willing to give up my “live my fantasy” sex. Of course, she would not accept that and I won’t live with a lie.
My loss of mojo is:
A) Natural, due to age
B) something to do with the flu I had a month or so ago - when I started taking Viagra.
C) because I’m taking Viagra - now I can’t get hard without it.
D) because I’m tired with having sex without love.
E) some other reason?
There it is… If this app will help, I’m in.
– Charlie J