love my cock
I thought it was going to be tough getting my partner to understand this because I’ve programmed her to hurry up when I get erection.
It really wasnt bad at all. I found myself realizing that it was a cool and even amazing part of the body. Amazed at its purpose and design. I was comfortable.
I noticed that the stimulation of my penis was associated with me focusing on having to get an erection, that makes me lose sight of my sensations on the moment and that gives me anxiety.
Just why I can’t get hard
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This is weird
That itvis very small!! You are no well equipped and as soon your partner will see it, they will turn off and in past they got turned off because of it
Here’s the thing that causes the issues
look at that tiny thing. you better not let a woman see that
“You’ve been reduced to this weird exercise. Seems like you’re getting desperate.” Said sarcastically
I did have a moment of thinking what it’s like when I’m soft and don’t want to be, but there wasn’t a harsh inner critic voice.
I did have a moment of recalling what it’s like when I’m soft and don’t want to be, but there wasn’t a harsh inner critic voice. I embraced this activity as something that was meant to not get hard though, secretly wondering if I would because of how defiant my penis seems to be. Ha ha. I did get a semi toward the end of the 10 min.
You won’t get hard
Felt like I should be getting hard, then started to critic my penis in various ways. Size, amount of hair, firmness, shape etc.
The inner critic was saying “ so your the thing that keeps me from a good time”
That I should keep my erection
Just commented on how it wasn’t getting that hard
My inner critic was telling me that it would be nice if my dick was bigger.
Remembering when I was younger and I’d get hard barely touching my penis
I found the exercise fine, but then in response to it being fine, IC said, “Sure, this isn’t that stressful, but this isn’t what counts” and then, when I got semi-hard and chilled for a second, thinking to myself, “that’s a pleasant surprise,” IC said, “sure, but that’s not good enough. That’s not what you need.”
I found that despite the IC commentary, the exercise was kind of a relief from pressure or expectation.