It was more so pointing it out to me and bringing up memories of it happening. It then becomes more of a focus
Lots of anger and feelings of failure. And if I did feel the beginning of an erection I was feeling desperate I kept it or comparing “how hard “ it was to other times…. A difficult experience.
Is it getting hard quick enough even though that wasn’t the point of this.
Is it getting soft faster than normal once I started to get hard.
I was reminding myself that the pain I experienced was in the past. That my penis is fine and strong and it is working on getting hard when it needs to. It is normal
And fine.
Looking at the little man with curiosity was definitely a shift in the way I’ve looked at my penis before. It wasn’t totally weird. If you masturbate odds are you’re doing something similar to this without realizing it.
It was telling me I should be getting hard from the touching and if I was to have sex, it would stay soft then too. I got half aroused at one point and when it went away, I got anxious because my inner critic told me this is what always happens and I can’t get an erection.
Is it mad that i just straight up started talking to my penis? I found the affirmations really worked, the idea of getting over previous disappointments that have happened and working as a team - it was never my penis’ fault!
Are you large enough for her. Will you ever perform so she’s pleased. She’ll always compare you to past lovers.
I wish it was bigger when soft. Definitely a “grower”, as I’m satisfied with the girth and length when hard. Just don’t feel very manly in turtle mode. IC also said things like “there’s barely any sensation, what’s wrong with you?”
Are you even attracted to women
the inner critic maybe tried to criticize that I wasnt getting hard enough, that it looked weird. But, when I ignored those thoughts, when I realized yeah I do have a nice dick, a dick any girl would want, that like that lady said in prior videos, fun enough Is enough, I began to get hard no problem. The less I embody the worry, and the more I embody the pleasure, the easier it is.
My penis looks funny, was my first thought. Then afterwards I started thinking about how much pressure I put into this small part of me, and I felt a bit empathy for my dick
Mostly that it felt pointless. And like I’m in the overview video, this would be more valuable if you got hard. The fireworks. Sadly they weren’t there. And the inner critic brought that up
My inner critic said that I know you (penis) would not work
I noticed it commenting on how my dick seems fine and works now, but next week when I’m with the girl I’m supposed to see, it won’t.
That penis looks good only when it’s hard and that I don’t have erection now, so with girl presence it would be even worse if it not become hard
Interesting practice. I was telling my penius you’re good just as you are and don’t get hard. But it was getting hard as a result
Made me wonder why I wasn’t getting hard
Started getting hard but then the inner critic thought of my failure with my partner and how it was gonna go soft again the next time , I told myself it was okay immediately and that we gonna get through this together
Well it notice a deformity in the bottom of my penis that I have never notice. Then it started to remind me of all the girls that stared at that particular spot that were giving me oral. Well it would impact me by not getting hard if I heard or listen to the critic.