Definitely myself talking down to me, I just visions of failing
My inner critic is me telling me to get hard and stay hard. It tells me not to mess it up.
It’s a feeling of numbness and disconnection. It’s like my mind knows what it wants, but my body doesn’t respond.
A stubborn ketchup stain on a freshly washed white H&M t-shirt
It’s mostly anxiety and stress. It’s telling me that it’s gonna be disappointing for my partner because I either won’t be able to get it up at all or if I do it’ll be over too soon.
Negativity, getting overwhelmed with how I can do my best, but will be judged and could disappoint.
It’s just a voice that asks me “What if [insert negative outcome]” or "you’re not going to be able to [insert positive outcome]
Emptiness a void. It separated me from the moment and it’s like my entire focus shifts onto me penis attempting to start hard.
Just my own exhausted voice telling me it’s not even worth trying.
Just worried I was going to fail. Then thoughts of omg what do I have to sort out before this event
My ex
It’s just myself telling me I’m not good enough
My inner critic lays out the awful consequences of what is sure to be my impending failure
Telling me I won’t get it up
dread or doubt, numb sensation
A lack of focus, of assurance in performance… doubt
Not satisfying my partner
It might just be me, but there was no sound coming out?
Dread, self-doubt, thinking I’m not going to enjoy myself or be attractive enough
I wont be able to last more that a few seconds on PIV