The addiction is holding me

So, I’ve been trying over and over to quit porn and hentai…and it’s a real struggle mentally.

I have alot of stresses going on right now in my life…and reading/watching this has been an ease…

Well I’ve been trying to improve myself, I’ve been doing kegals, taking supliments..but I keep going back to porn.. and the fear is that when I see a cute woman out and about..I put the expectation for me to get hard over it…and when I don’t…I become scared I’m desensitised or I’ve been too rough while masturbating and numbed myself. So I turn to porn to give me…something… and it’s lead to to worst feeling of sexual performance anxiety. I’m terrified that if I ever meet a woman I wouldn’t be able to get it up…and it scares me.

I’m 21..and always have been single..