Can really picture it. It’s like it’s someone coming from behind me, just whispering in my ears, never revealing it’s face or form.
Completely hard while making out and dry humping. As soon as she gets on top it goes limp and my night is over. Afraid I’ll lose everything. Figures it only happens when I found someone i truly love.
It’s just a feeling. An awful all encompassing feeling that leeches into other parts of my life and stains them with misery
It was a voice, my voice. A frantic voice asking questions: is he enjoying it, why can’t I get it hard enough, oh gosh if I can’t get it in on the first try it is gone and you will disappoint. Why can’t you climax
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It was me telling me I wasn’t good enough
Like a stain on your clothes or sheets that you think is ruining the day or moment but in reality does not have the power to change what you do
It is a sad lonely pathetic version of me
A version of me that isn’t good enough. The feeling of being a disappointment. No confidence.
Feeling of not being good enough! Not getting hard on
Myself
It is myself just telling me I will not get hard. He seems annoyed yet aware enough of the problem to say it is just something that happens to me and will always happen. 
like this emoji
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It’s a feeling of fear & anticipation, where my body tenses up a little bit and my mind jumps around to different what-if thoughts. Then when I notice my mind racing, it feels like my thoughts are flies and I’m swatting at them all in frustration.
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My inner crictic looks like Danny DeVito. What’s that say about me?
the only problem i have is that I fear I won’t get hard or I won’t stay hard
Myself, it was definitely my voice
It was my own voice talking to me… talking to me like how I’d give advice to a friend. Waiting for me to prove him right
Self doubt
Self destructive thoughts
Proving that I’m not good enough
Instead of proving that I am
Self doubt to stay hard or finish. I find that can get hard, but keeping it up to finish, is a different thing.
Wickedness