My issues started in 2015 after a close family member was arrested and convicted of downloading child pornography. Prior to that I had a huge sex drive and had sex/masturbated frequently since it has become much more sporadic. Later that year I had my first ED experience and since then it is has got to a point where I find myself anxious and invariably turn to Viagra when I know I am going to have a sexual experience to ensure there is no chance of anything going wrong.
On top of this I find that I psychologically try to deny myself pleasure and quite frequently particularly when masturbating I am reluctant to bring myself to climax. The Mojo course has brought this to the surface and enabled me to identify the trigger and I am finding myself getting better erections however when it comes to actual sex I do not have the confidence to go without viagra.
Obviously a traumatic experience in many areas of my life but I have been able to work through a lot of the issues elsewhere although I am still on anti depressants. I would love to think that I no longer need to rely on pills to get an erection