I don’t have particular qualms with porn and masturbation. I decided to stop both for thirty days as a kind of experiment. I’m doing the exercises from the app so I’m touching and exploring. I’ve noticed a kind of arousal I’ve not felt in a long time. Much more in tune.
Today though I feel extremely depressed and empty. It’s been about five days and I was actually feeling pretty good, way more out of my head. Today though I could barely work. Now that the kids are in bed I have no energy for anything beyond getting in bed. I plan on doing some touching but that’s it.
Anyone ever experience something similar?