Identifying the inner critic during soft penis pleasuring (Part 2)

My inner critic was silent

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The part where the penis is part of me and that’s ok. Well, I have problems with confidence (maybe ) and my brain controls the penis, so that didn’t help at all.

Why?

It was confortable Even if I Ve always wanted to havé a bigger penis . But man with big dick don’t have sexual issues ?

I had trouble with saying “you’re perfect the way you are”. I’m a critical person in general I would say. But with having a smaller penis - bordering on a micropenis, I really had difficulty saying this. I had to repeat a few times and remind myself of some good times my smaller penis has brought me before I could say it more confidently.

It’s small

It’s small

Im not small, but I just questioned as to why its not getting hard by my touch… then i felt weird that it wasnt working. I feel broken.

There are growers and showers. I am a grower. I have been enough for most

You may not get hard because you ejaculated earlier

He forced me to remember other penises I’ve seen and to reminded me I am much smaller

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He made me compare to other men and made me feel small. And I was concerned that it’s not as sensitive as it should be, because I’m not getting aroused

We’re going to get better…even though you let me down

It thought a lot about the veins in my balls. Some of them make me feel quite insecure

I’d think “if only you’d do as you’re told!”

Flashbacks of memories, thinking “why did you go soft?” Before getting comfortable with it being that way

My critic was satisfied and felt comfortable with its softness and the sensitivity

It made me wish it would just snap back to getting hard at will

It was nice. And strange. Had to resist the urge to try get hard. Noticed that old voice creeping back. Belt nice to be that kind to myself. Imagined being like that with a girl and how nice it could actually be.

It was telling me this was silly.