I’ve been addicted to porn ever since I was I think 13. Over the course of seven years, I’ve seen some absolutely VILE stuff on the internet. I’ve tried several times to stop, but I always ended up relapsing some way or another.
This time, I want to take it very seriously, especially because I’ve met this girl and we’ve got kind of a thing going.
Aside from not watching porn for over a week now, I’ve also abstained myself from thinking about sexual thoughts in general, and when I do somehow get those thoughts, I kick them out. As a result, I haven’t gotten an erection at all these past few days.
Due to my porn addiction, I feel like my erections weren’t as strong. However, now that I’m not getting any erections by choice, I genuinely don’t know what is going to happen in the future. I don’t know how long it will take for my brain to fully “rewire” and forget about porn, and I don’t know if my erections in the future are going to be strong enough for me (or even be there at all).
Besides not watching porn or masturbating or even thinking about sex, I’ve been using this app, eating more healthy, fasting in the night, doing kegels daily, and also got a gym routine going. Unfortunately, I don’t know how effective all of this is for me. Does anyone know what I should expect? Am I going to get the results I want?