First time was on the computer in the “computer room” at my family home while my parents were out. I remember rushing to unplug the computer when they came home because I was scared that I couldn’t close all the windows fast enough.
Magazines, VHS tapes, even just audio. 14 yo, and I was so turned on by beautiful airbrushed babes, or high quality vids.
Probably 12-13 I had started masturbating already but once I found porn it added a whole new dimension to it, what was a quick night-time ritual became longer sessions exploring all sorts of different content
13/14, music videos at that time were pretty risqué and I knew I had wanted to see more than what was allowed. I didn’t even use incognito at that time and resorted to rated movies, it felt exciting, thrilling but also guilt and shame as a part of me knew that I shouldn’t be watching it.
I think I was 10 to 11 when I first watched porn. It was risque. It was exciting. I loved watching the actions and the reactions. There were guilt and shame involved very heavily as sex was quite taboo in my household