It was more habitual / routine. Just a quick release before bed.
I was bored and feeling overwhelmed with what I had to do that day. I have been diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder (GAD), so there’s a compounding going on
I was sick and recovering in bed. I was a bit bored and needed a break from catching up on emails and work stuff. Thought I’d try practicing sensual touch and mindful masturbation, but couldn’t get into it. Just got horny and decided to go for quick porn.
The last time was honestly routine almost. Didn’t feel the best about it. But the time before that I had taken a few days off and was practicing the sensate touch and got really in the mood so went to porn, actually felt great. Finding a pattern now where taking a break from it I’m far harder and more in the mood for it.
The last time was tonight. I was bored and this has become routine
I did it seeking inspiration and slightly out of frustration as I had been horny all day, and my plans to meet up with a buddy were cancelled last minute. So I looked for my favorite type of porn to enjoy.
Felt that I need it to cum
I was doing my morning routine. Head to the bathroom before my partner wakes up, plop down on the toilet and pull up Reddit to get ready to rub one out. It was a vicious cycle because I’d wake up at the same time to feel that same release. 4 days “clean” now after doing that for what could’ve been months.
I just wanted to rub one out and watched porn to do it
I was watching porn because I was bored and needed an escape/release from my anxiety. I’m currently trying to keep away from porn for a week and it’s been difficult so far, but I’m trying
I was horny and my wife was sleeping. I needed a quick escape.
I masturbate nightly before bed to porn, nights that I don’t because it’s too late, I feel I cannot fall asleep without it. Then since I work from home, if there is down time or if I get bored, I’ll watch porn to edge to see how many times I can reach that point and stop, plus to see how much of a build up I can create for my nightly release. So for me it’s something to do when I’m bored and something I seem to rely on to quiet my mind enough for sleep
I was horny/already turned on
I was aroused and wanted the dopamine
I wasn’t really horny but I wanted to wank so I could concentrate on work. So just turned on some porn to get me there.
I think I was just bored. I hate working from home on the weekend, and it’s so easy to hit that incognito button for a quick look at some hot people boning. Maybe it’s the dopamine addiction. But it doesn’t make me feel great that I default to it all the time. It depresses me that it takes so much of my focus.
I was frustrated by a sex misfire