When I’m horny and by myself my immediate thought is to watch porn. But now sometimes in sexual encounters I feel like I need it to get hard
I learnt to dig into the reasons of watching porn
I feel porn is just a habit now, I mostly use it because I am bored, I would like to be able to use it more as an tool when its needed and not because I am bored and why not.
I struggle to sleep now without masterbating and or watching porn. Has become a very ingrained habit for so many years now. I have almost associated getting good sleep with having masterbated.
Watching porn and jerking off is more of a habit now for starting my day than a necessity to relieve horniness.
A lot of it is loneliness but also really just genuinely wanting to lie with a naked woman.
Lowrider magazine at 10 or 11 years old..
Rap music at 14..