My gf of 7months and I don’t have sex often. Sometimes, it is only 2x per month or even once. We don’t live together, and she has a low sex drive compared to me, and she doesn’t initiate, so I feel rejected even though I talk to her about it many times.
This messes with my head, and then I revert back to my mind, focusing on my dick and how it’s not erect. This has been the case for the past 2 weeks, and I don’t wake up with morning wood for the most part as a result. Last night, I listened to the visualization audio on this app and felt so horny after and texted my gf that I wanted her so bad at that time.
This morning when I woke up I had morning erection. I was so pleased.
Aby feedback is welcomed as I don’t know how to feel wanted even when my gf doesn’t initiate sex and when I am being romantic and loving she doesn’t take the hint and nothing happens further. I hate to have to be so persistent and say I want you right now and to not deprive me to get some, then it feels rushed, no foreplay, straight to penetration. I want to enjoy foreplay and be aroused to the max.
I do not know what to do. I am not the aggressive type when it comes to sex and if I feel rejected I’m not going tor pursue because she has the right to not want to engage.