Never finishing from porn

I watch porn all the time, but when i masturbate to it, i never let myself finish. I get right to the edge and then stop. Over and over and over and over and over. I can do it for hours/days. That feeling of almost cumming is almost as good as the actual release. I have fucked up and hit a nerve or something and came by accident a few times. Thats when i get hit by insane guilt. I feel like i cant even count on myself to masturbate/edge correctly

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I do that too and I wanna get rid of that habit!

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That feels a bit harsh on yourself - sounds like you are edging better than most if you can repeat that without cumming. Maybe set a time limit or number of repeats and allow yourself, deliberately to cum and enjoy that - if it’s part of the plan you may feel less guilt about it?

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I think its the fact that im doing it to build myself up so i want to have actual sex as well as making myself more sensitive because i am super not sensitive and need a lot of pressure/friction to cum. So edging helps me gain some sensitivity/feeling and lets me orgasm in minutes instead of hours. When i end up cumming by accident i feel like i wasted all that time edging. Not only that, once i cum. Im DONE with the thoughts of sex. Like instantly.

I used to do something very like that; one major reason in my case was avoiding dealing with other issues. My mind used porn as something to escape to. It was a hard habit to break and I needed to go into therapy to work out the roots of the problem. Id advise doing the same.