It is the feeling of a wave crashing and submerging me, leaving me feeling hollow, numb and out of control
Numb, nervous and stressed altogether
Worried about things going wrong in all areas
I recognize it as the imposter syndrome I get sometimes. Bastard. Anxiety too
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It’s triggered as soon as I hear about sex. Something that is now so unattainable it makes me accept that I can’t do it, I will fail every time. It’s me just looming as soon as sex is brought up. Dominating my thoughts
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Tells me I’m not good at sex because of inexperience
It’s a feeling that pushes my brain into a frenzy, as if I’m spinning my wheels so quickly there’s no traction at all and I need to completely disengage from the situation to get back on track.
It feels like a sudden onset of anxiety and dread that I can’t shake off which then triggers my overthinking and I lose focus in the moment. I can gain focus again taking a break but it often comes right back if I’m trying again.
A heavy and dreadful entity
I pictured mine as this floating head just constantly looming around me and telling me I’m not good enough
It myself that pushes against me. Telling me I’m not good enough and try to keep me down.
The feeling that they don’t actually wanna be here, and that im not enough for them
Shame that the sex won’t be good to where I lose my erection…
Myself dressed in a certain outfit. Telling me I might not be able to get an erection, and if I do won’t be able to keep it. That I’ll let my partner down
That the girl won’t find me attractive
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My judgemental, mocking mother, commenting on and pressuring my every decision
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It’s me but with a parent aura, trying to protect and make sure I am doing what I’m supposed to be doing.
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same here
My inner critic is dominant. My inner critics energy is that it is in control. Promoting anxiety, fear, stress, and sometimes dread. It makes me feel less. As if there is something wrong with me.
Inner critic is like a mind virus just spreading through me and taking over